That would immortalise this perfect and beautiful conception Miles had of her. I never particularly liked Rachel either.Īnd I'm really really glad that Colleen did n't kill her off along with the baby. That idea, I think is the one everyone was talking about. It took a lot to get past it, but sometimes after a little time has passed by you have to think of others as well. We were both hurting, neither reaching out to the other. My husband and I struggled a lot after that. I miscarried and while it isn't the exact same thing it is still extremely emotional. No one expected her reach out the next day or anything, but at some point you have to realize you aren't the only that got hurt. All the while Miles struggled to just live. It took her a long time to get to that point, but she did. I think what upset everyone was the fact that she just let Miles go on thinking he didn't deserve to be happy while she did. I think everyone understands that she was hurting and it was a tremendous loss. Menna wrote: 'wow i completely disagree but it seems its just me not that i want to ruin ur party or whatever but rachel was the most relatable character in the book imo and i don't think u'd be able to understa.'

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